things change at a drop of a pin,
i understand that.
i thought i was good at handling things like that with years of practice,
thanks to my childhood.
i guess i wasn't prepared for this at all.
i cried all night last night,
in fear that i'll lose you too.
i already lost one brother,
and just the thought of losing you too, kills me.
i understand you're not well,
i know that,
i just don't understand why you would leave treatment.
i spoke to you a few days ago and you sounded great,
you said you 'felt better'.
maybe i should've known when you said that,
that nothing was better.
i just pray and hope that you come home safely,
whenever you're ready i'll be here with open arms.
i just hope wherever you are right now,
you know that we all love you and we're all waiting for you.
'you don't have to wonder why i'm so opposed of drugs, and even though it kills me inside when i see my friends doing drugs so lightly, i rarely voice my opinion on it. i'm not there mother's. but maybe when they start losing people they love to drugs, and when they see how many people they start hurting and how pointless it is, they'll understand where i'm coming from.'
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