I really wasn't going to blog today...

all I could wrap my little head around today is wanting to get away...
snuggle up in my purple comforter in bed with an open view and sip on hot chocolate as it rains,
i miss the rain so much.
no part of me today wanted to be out in the Southern California sun.
i think i'm ready to move on.

in twenty-three short hours,
this summer will only be a memory.

I'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightening bugs

I need a break..
Slowly but surely I'm going to do exactly what I did last fall.
The worst part of it is,
they have no clue it's coming.
But I need to do this for myself,
I have to stop drinking, smoking, and partying.

I really hate that every single time I get to talk to you,
we end up fighting.
We always have good intentions,
but it never ends up the way we want it to.
The 'how are you's' seem so much less genuine nowadays,
it makes me sick to my stomach,
and wonder how'd we get that way?

I really don't want to jinx it,
so I won't say it.
But there's something I'm extremely excited for,
and all I have to say is...
Everyone's going to be in for a surprise.
You know what I'm talking about Kimm!
:]

I am very much in love with As Tall As Lion's new album...
It really sets the mood.