I'm not going to make this one very long,
even though it's been quite some time...
It's just been a fairly long day,
and I'm still trying to keep positive.
Big Bear was filled with drama,
'Real World Big Bear' style,
but the good weighed out the bad.
And that's the end of the story for that...
Since the trip I've been going to bed fairly early,
but for the past couple of days I haven't really been getting any sleep at all.
These dreams keep me up at night,
and it's driving me insane.
I try to ignore it,
push it away,
and bury it deep inside...
But it just won't go away.
All I could say is the fact that I really can't get it out of my mind.
How my 'front' is wearing thin,
cause there's this one person who always manages to catch me when I'm putting my guard up.
I don't even know,
it's even hazy for me.
you have no clue how impossible you are and how much you can manage to push me to the edge...
but yet, i still love you.
I still remember when you told me this...
