This is going to be a long one.

Let's start with today and I'll work my way back tracking,
I feel pretty damn lucky today.
I almost got pulled over twice but it was as if I dodged a bullet,
one of the cops ignored my not so great driving habit,
and the other one decided to stop some other car that was speeding right next to me.
I was seriously scared shitless,
I didn't want to deal with another ticket.
I'm planning to drive much more safely now.

At first, I really didn't like the whole college thing.
I just wanted to jump head first into the "real world" like I do with everything else,
but surprisingly I'm warming up to college.
I really like the fact that everyday, I'm able to learn something new and even though it's not easy.
The challenges makes me want to strive for more.

Currently, I'm speaking to this one boy who makes me smile a lot,
Craigery.
He's really sweet and he seems like the type of guy who has a level head about things, which I really like.
Other than the fact that he can drive pretty damn well,
and he's a gentleman.
He pulls off driving a Prius pretty well too!
:D

But I already know it's not going to work out,
he lives in Utah and aside from that.
We have major differences that should've kept us from even being friends,
but I guess fate had different things planned for us.
For now, I'm just going to focus on school and the things that make me happy.

My thoughts are all over the place,
I honestly had more things to say before I started.
But now I have homework to get to,
and things to do.
So I'll just leave you with this to think about:

"a little birdie once told me that everything will be fine.
so i took his advice.
and ran with it, ran with it.

all through-out winter i hoped for the snow to fall...
in southern california.
but then i realized it wasn't going to happening now..."