Wednesday, September 10, 2008

could I bring you back to us?


I got my wisdom tooth taken out Friday,
and if you're considering to get it done,
it's really not that bad at all.
It's uncomfortable, but the pain isn't that bad,
I didn't even feel pain during the whole procedure,
nor did I swell up like a chipmunk like everyone said I would.
The cool part about it,
is the fact that I got to keep my tooth,
and I'm planning to make a necklace out of it.
:]

This week seems to be going really slow,
a lot of my friends are going to move soon,
and it barely hit me yesterday when I was hanging out with some of them.
I mean the drive there isn't that bad,
it's only an hour,
but still the comfort knowing that they'll be only 10 minutes away is always nice.
I already know what to get Sara,
hah, but I have to hide it cause we're washing our cars together.

I was talking to a very good friend of mine,
one that I know, no matter what will forgive me for the stupid things that I've said and done before,
And I'd do exactly the same for him.
We're both mending our broken hearts,
it was better that we seperated in the first place,
but I could still feel that spark in our relationship.
I told myself that, that boat has sailed and we're really better off as friends like we are right now,
with no strings attatched.
Despite what everyone else says about never being able to be friends after being in a relationship,
we're going to prevail, I know it.
I wrote my first class essay on him,
the topic was;
someone who is important to you.
I thought about all the people in my life that I could write about,
but honestly, he was the one I wanted to write about,
he changed me.

I feel the relationship between my best friend and I drifting apart,
maybe it's the distances that's finally taking its toll on us.
Or we're just growing older, without each other,
but I know that our guideance will always be there when we need it,
and that's all that matters.
Not the title of the person,
and I'm okay with that,
I'm truly fine with the fact that we're moving on to better things.
As long as I know that we're well and happy that's all that matters to me.

You lose some close friends and then you gain some back.
I know that I'll never lose him,
that's the perks about our relationship.

And now, all I want is to make the friendships that I had, better in my life.
To tell them,
that no matter what,
if you need me I'll be there.
(Yes, I am feeling kind of rainbows and butterflies today!)

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