late night talks.

i like to think of myself as an ambitious person,
i try to reach for the stars sometimes and that could be a bad thing...
but this time around i'd say it's on my side,
i'm determined this time around,
and i'm going to lose the weight.

I'm going to give myself a year and half
to reach my goal.
which means losing A LOT of weight,
becoming healthy,
and lastly getting a great outline of a six pack.

i've been eating one meal a day,
working out for the past three.
lost five pounds,
and i'm extremely proud.
i think i'm crazy enough to go running again tomorrow,
and I HATE running and i'm extremely sore.
for some weird reason i'm just motivated,
i hope i turn into a work out junkie.
that'd help a lot,
and i don't mind not dreading working out.