how's the weather from where you're at?

i keep telling myself that people change,
they change daily and there's nothing i can do about it.
yet, it still eats me up inside...

i find myself talking about you a whole lot since we've officially stopped talking.
it almost kills me when i find out that you've moved on,
indefinitely.
though i told you i need to move on,
it doesn't mean i already have.
but this is what i wanted and this is what i'll just have to get over.
you've changed,
and i have too.
all is fair.

i found out today that a boy i use to crush on is now a druggie,
a HARDCORE druggie.
it's a sad sad thing,
i thought he was better than that.
i guess i was wrong.

i don't even want to think about it.