jealousy is an ugly beast with horrible insecurities.

selfishness.
I admit that I am a culprit at times of being selfish,
I'm only human but at the same time I am learning.
Every time I catch myself being selfish, I loosen my grip a little and think about other people around me.
How I could share whatever it is that I have with them,
not to feel better about being a little less selfish or to expect anything back(cause trust me, I learned early on that expecting anything back from anyone; is just not worth the ups and downs of it.)
But instead, I just want to share my good fortune with anyone who wants it.
When we hold on tight to all our material things and our love for one another; It won't matter in the end cause we'll all be six feet under sooner or later.

And now,
moving on to jealousy.
I don't believe that I've ever been a very jealous person,
I can almost say I've never been genuinely jealous of anyone or thing.
I think it's a bit silly to be honest...
Why would I want to live my life being jealous of another person when I could live achieving what I was busy being jealous about?
There really isn't a point to it,
people live out there lives being jealous of another person or hating and pittying themselves for what they don't have.
Why not go out there and earn it for yourself?
Whatever you get in the end will no doubt make you feel better than living out your life being jealous of what you don't have.
You know what's the most ridiculous thing out of them all?
When someone's significant other gets jealous because they're spending more time or what not with one of there friends or whatever it is.
It annoys me to death!
I don't know how many times I heard,
"man, I'm sorry I haven't hung out with you in a while my girlfriend thought I was spending too much time with you." orrr "dude, I couldn't hear the end of it. She thinks I spend to much time with you."
Can't your boyfriend or girlfriend have a LIFE away from you?
Or is it always, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME!?

Anyways, got my LONGBOARD!
Went to the beach on Saturday and fell off my longboard.
(I knew I was going to fall.)
Came out standing up and that's all that matters.

Party this Friday night at Steven's place!
Message me for details!
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