Everyone who knows me, knows i'm all for spontaneous moments in life
and acting on impulse.
But lately, I've been having to think about all the impulses...
Which I guess is not so much of an impulse if you have to think about it,
right?
From long boards skateboards,
nose rings,
hair cuts (like the one above, that i'm considering to get),
and taking certain people back into my life.
I've had to think about it all,
when if you talked to me a little over a month ago I would've had all of those things done by the time that idea had sprouted.
It's gotten to a point where it's ridiculous,
friends have to make an appointment with me two weeks ahead just to have lunch or whatever to catch up.
I really need to get my shit straight.
And to think that I was ready to try bringing some type of relationship into my already packed life,
I don't know what I was thinking.
Anyways,
I think I'm ready to take a big step into the future.
I have no clue where it's going to take me,
or if it's even going to take me anywhere.
But I know I have to do this,
I know I need to be the bigger person and get rid of this 'what if' once and for all.
Mend what is broken and move on from it...
Have a beautiful day,
So Cal today is actually cooler than it was two days ago.
Enjoy it, all you Southern Californian.
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