but they say, that fighting never solves it.

Johnny and Kristen are leaving tomorrow for Florida and that's the last that I'll see of them in a long time.
So, later tonight we'll dine and feast and drink our wine,
to celebrate the time that they've impacted me and everyone else.
I promise I'll get up and take a train to Florida to surprise the two of you in the humid hot whether.
Just promise you'll give me a place to stay.
:]

Counting down the days until I have money,
and anticipating surgery on the 18th.
Just dandy.

I realized I've made the same mistake twice.
I got too attatched to people,
to friends.
I told myself I wouldn't do that again,
but I did.
Unfortunately.
I cared too much for there well being when in reality they didn't even want me to care.
And instead I get the back end of that stick,
I'm glad that I have the boys and Kristen to bring me back on track and into my own world again.

It's just not worth it to care anymore.
And even if I feel like I have there best interest at heart,
I'm just going to bite my tongue and let them fall into the ditch.