i'm not sure if i could say you have impeccable timing or not...
you always come in the moments of my life where i'm starting to move on,
and when everything stops reminding me of you.
it's funny how you teach me how to crush again whenever you enter my life,
crush on you,
crush on others,
crush on people i usually wouldn't.
For that i have to thank you,
because you often open my eyes.
i just wish you wouldn't make it this hard,
i feel like i'm holding myself back to wait for you sometimes...
with that,
i'm vowing to do something for myself this summer.
take as many pictures as possible,
try and get healthy,
adventure more,
get better at the guitar
surround myself with better people in my life,
find a group of guys who can actually hang,
and most importantly forget about you and move on.
we're better off that way.
1 comment:
After all this time you can still write better than anyone I know. I have to admit sometimes when I read your posts it breaks my heart. To hear-no to read what you are going through, and how you really feel. I want to tell you that you are the only girl in my life that I ever regret hurting and you are the only girl in my life that could inspire me to be a better person. You are the best thing that ever came into my life and I know I fucked up. Now, I just want you to know, I'll always be here for you kiddo.
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