boy.

that has got to be the cutest thing ever.

i was talking to adam today,
he asked me if i had any guy in my life,
i told no.
it was almost awkward because he's now one of spence's best friends,
and i just felt like it was off limits to talk about that with him.
but regardless i didn't lie to him.
he told me to talk to him about it,
"why the dry spell?" was what he said exactly.
silly.
while we talked it made me think what i really want in a guy,
and i figured it out.

(this might change tomorrow, it might never change. but for now, this is what is real)
i want a guy;
who can make me really laugh
who can make my heart jump out of my chest every time i talk to him
who can make me feel comfortable
who is truthful
who is loyal
who loves music as much as i do
who kisses me purely to just kiss me expecting nothing more or less
who can hold a conversation
who knows when something's wrong and can call me out on it
who has pretty eyes
who can sing me to sleep
who is ambition
who is adventurous
who is supportive
who has a way with words
who leaves messages to make me smile
who doesn't snore
who preferably has scruff scruff or a gnarly mustache
who is older than me
who would go on road trips with me
who would play "house" with me
who would respect and love my friends as much as i do or at least tolerate them
who would love my family as much as i do
who would watch chick flicks with me
who isn't an addict
who would go to gigs with me
who gives me my space when i need it
who knows my demons and helps me through them
who isn't selfish
who is good hearted
who would understand me
most importantly love me.

now that's my perfect 10.
(there's more i just can't seem to remember. :\)