christmas eve.

i lost my phone of three years yesterday when i took my siblings to the zoo,
we went paddle boating and whoops, gone.
it's probably in the deep green lake or some fellow probably picked it up,
i really don't know...
either way it's gone.

so to replace my phone,
i used all my savings and now i'm broke and phone-less.
oh, and did i mention stressed?
if the holidays consist of stress, being broke, and worry then i'm so glad it only comes around once a year.

for now,
i see it as a test
in how in the world i'm going to handle this.
communication without a phone is hard but it's not impossible,
digging myself in this hole of debt is stressful but i know i can figure it out,
and lastly a drink and preoccupying myself can always take the worry out of me.
hah.
we'll see.

so to conclude this update,
merry christmas everyone and i hope all your wishes come true.
drive safe in this weather.