09.09.09

It was harder than usual today to not open up a bottle,
or light up a cancer stick.
I wanted to,
oh so very badly it.
It took everything in me to push it to the back of my mind,
but I'm still clean,
so it must of worked.

I heard his voice today,
he called the wrong number.
It was awkward and short,
just the way it was suppose to be.

I watched Saosin play at Pacsun on Labor Day,
I have to admit, it was more amusing then it was musically entertaining.
If you were there you know what I mean.
There lead singer Cove Reber,
he's no longer the shy guy I use to see when he first joined the band.
No, his confidence seems to leak out of his ears,
maybe it's too much,
or maybe I'm just use to the shy guy he was.

There album is only a six out of ten to me,
it seems all too generic for me.
I mean there were high points in the record,
but I just expected more you know?

That's all I have for today,
maybe til another time we'll try again.

The shoreline calls the sea
for simple words and company.