i'm through with words that could tear us apart.

It's funny how things can change in a blink of an eye,
how someone you respected and loved so much could hurt you in such a way that words can't even explain.
Maybe, it's finally time to let go...
It's time to stop hopping we'd be anything other than the past.

I couldn't of been more torn the other day,
it was like taking the first breath of winter air,
cold, crisp, and not to mention a bit surprising.
It hurts at first cause of the harshness but once you get use to it(but maybe that's just me),
it's really not that bad...
It took me a day and alcohol to get use to it.
To finally get that it's not that bad, and that I should really just be glad that he found someone else,
even if it's his cousin...
(Yeah, I'm not that over it.)

I'm bitter,
I admit...
I was starting to get the butterflies back into the pit of my stomach,
and the feeling back into my cold toes when he was around.
But then...
she had to come into the picture,
as if it's not complicated enough.
UGH...

Anyways, on a lighter note.
I love this: .
And this band/guy:
You should really go check out his music at:
Who Is Sotrious?
:]

That's it for tonight,
peace and love.